dream & reality are exist simultaneously...

sometimes, when I chatting with my frens.

talked about future, life, some planning.

I will feel like complicated and lifeless in some moment.

yes. just some moment. u know, human always forget some hard feeling afterward.

Afterward u experiences some happy moments n whatnot.

drop, down, depressed, recover, again, again n again.....like patter of motion or pattern of universe...

hmmm.....seems like too far-fetched what i talk about now.....plz come back......

I know, this is the world. when you wanna gain something, achieve a goal, make some happy moment for yourself. 

At the same time, you might hurt somebody to fulfill yourself.

or you might face other problem when try to put efforts to your goal.....just like synonym and antonym is exists simultaneously.

when you do something right or good, there are some negative factors as an obstacles come to block you, just like criminals do some crime would caused catched by police. But no choice, police's responsibility is catch those who are criminal. hmmm.....i know this example not quite appropriate apply what my feeling now. not a matter...

yes, everybody have their own role and personality in this world. this reality world.

you are a student supposed you need to hardworking for you work as a responsibility.

you need to be responsible to take care your parent as their daughter.

you need to....you need to.....suppose like tis....suppose like that......

yups.....after you have put all efforts to every roles...or maybe say every identity of yours....

you will have little time left....a little time belongs to u to achieve your goal...like working holiday and so on...perhaps wouldn't have chance to achieve it which things u promise urself will do in future...

however, what u sacrifices is worth after all there have some reward to us but not obviously...for instances, like happiness of family, your lovers, your friends...at least u are not alone at all...

no loss, no gain...